Sunday, August 16, 2009

Wake up..

yippie~~ now that the past has been red carded, i am finally free~~
with this, i shall live my live much more happy and of coz, cherish all the ppl that i valued^^
a new chapter has begun, i wan a happy and normal life~~ god bless me and all of my frens^^
save our soul from those infection, lets us live peacefully...
behold, the new journey...
it's a harsh way for me now, but university life will soon end...
i will make it through at the specified time... i need to help myself...
as for relationship, i would to make myself closer to my frens, and to love, i will just leave it to fate...
as i am single, anything can happen...what i said to myself one years ago, will be remember...
but as incident happens, no guarantee what will happen...
however, if i were to love some1, i will give what i can to make it strong...
i dun wan another failure, and i dun wan another frustration...
i shall control wut is in my heart... and be prepare for the worst case scenario...
thanks to all the ppl that supported me, i wont let myself fell and been carried up again...
i will stand for myself...
this is my promise to myself... i will cherish my ownself, and be happy...
if i c this in future, "wake up" is wut i am gonna inform myself...
as i live in my dreams and memories... which isn't the designated future...

Monday, July 20, 2009

The Prologue

when i see it, it seems to make me flash back...
seeing the first of filling happiness, i am glad...
it's already fine with me, but yet, it's awkward for me...
can't imagine if first would be the bride...
i can't imagine myself losing freedom lock by marriage...
but, i pray to god, for giving first soul with joy...
it's my wishes, to you...
it's not me to be there...
but i see it from afar...
still, the first to be lock...
it's my joy to be truth...
happiness that fills my heart...
the memories, never did fade away...
always remembered...
blessing, with child, health and of course, wealth...
i am grateful, everything went on well...
it's your destination, and my prologue...
the never ending story which move on with time...
it's a long long goodbye...
it's shall never fall with tears...
and rise with a smile...

~MiNg~

Saturday, April 18, 2009

快就到了~~~等我啊~~~!!!

25 August, 2008
Today, i suddenly felt so lonely, i view the photos, i miss her so much...
its been almost a month since we had break up...
i am starting to adapt the life without her, i must live with hope...
fiona, even though everything seems like a dream, but i really never regreted loving you...
today, u r sick... actually, i am very worried about you... 
but i know, i cant treat u like how i did in the past...
you must take good care of yourself...
fiona, i love you... be happy... i will always wish u happiness from my heart...
i shouldnt be thinking so much... fiona, must jia you for life^^

今天突然发现以上的文件。。
那时的我,现在的我。。
真的很久没见见,聊聊了。。
我在想,那时的我,真真是怎么想。。看来都已经不重要。。
哈哈。。突然被亲戚说我是失恋王。。其实,我都不是什么花花公子。。
失恋王是因为常常被抛弃吧。。或许,是我的问题。。
其实,那时的我,为何会这么冲动。。是否真的???
我再也不知道了。。

不久,我就会开始新的生活咯。。
看来,我的干姐会请我吃一餐咯。。哈哈。。

~MiNG~

Sunday, January 11, 2009

我的来来往往。。。

从前的黑白猪。。。我的思念,必须放弃,必须放开。。。

我以为,我是不能够付出什么。。。我们,却距离很远。。。

说谎,是我最讨厌的事情。。。我无法接受。。

缘分,来来往往,都在考验。。。我。。。

从前的公主与恐龙。。。我的疼心,我的快乐。。。我抓不住。。。

我的付出,变成负担,压力。。。我是否忘了怎么爱?

我不懂得爱。。。不懂得欢喜别人。。。不懂得明白。。。

缘分,来来往往,都在我身边。。。

我不懂得珍惜。。。

我的爱,来来往往,离我远去。。。

我对她们的思念,无法解脱。。。就埋在心里。。。

好寂寞。。。

~MiNG~

Sunday, January 4, 2009

暂停

暂时,必须停止写blog,因为又要开始上学了。。。
又很少机会上网了。。。
加油加油!!!

~MiNG~

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

~MiNG~友情~作品~

我珍惜的友情~

不知不觉,到了成年的阶段。。。
这次,是属于我们的友情而庆生~
我很久,没那么真真的开心。。。
快乐的时刻,过的真的好快。。。
突然,有种不舍得的感觉。。。

虽然,我们很久才会有那么的一次聚会,
但,我们的友情依然很熟悉,而不是陌生~
我会珍惜拥有的时间。。。
珍惜拥有的快乐。。。
和祝福他们,能够幸福快乐的过日子。。

我不想我珍惜的朋友,难过,流泪。。
我真心祝福他们~
我能够分享朋友的“故事”,让我慢慢的成长。。
互相学习,成为一个更好的人。。
学习怎么信任,怎么帮助别人。。
自然觉得,他们的快乐,就是我们的安稳~
看见他们的微笑,带来黑暗的阳光。。
自然,我们就微笑。。。

~MiNG~友情~作品~

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

~MiNG~明明~作品~

我能做到。。因为我就是“我”。。。

时间,真的很奇妙。。
可以把历史,目前变成未来。。
可以是过的很快,也可以是过的很慢。。
可以改变一个人的立场,一个人的“他”。。
可以解散人与人之间的仇恨。。
可以让一个人无法逃避命运。。
可以把一个人的记忆,除掉。。

可以。。。

许多的可以,为何可以。。
时间是无法控制的。。。

命运,也是很奇妙。。
如果我迟四天出世,我今年就二十岁。。
如果我选择做坏孩子,现在的我,还是“我”吗??
如果我考试成绩不好,我会选择工作吗??
如果我不喜欢engineer,我的选择还是一样吗??
如果我不喜欢“她们”,我还会告白吗??
如果我“到下”,无法“站起来”,我会怎样度过岁月??

如果。。。

许多的如果,为何如果。。
命运是缘分开始,“故事”又我们“写”。。

未来,
如果可以是我们想要的,是我们理想的。。
如果可以要什么,有什么。。
如果可以只有快乐。。
如果可以peace。。
如果可以没有自私。。
如果可以把时间从来。。

如果可以。。。
未来不是一个人能决定的,但,是一个人造成的“结果”。。。

~MiNG~明明~作品~