Wake up..

yippie~~ now that the past has been red carded, i am finally free~~

with this, i shall live my live much more happy and of coz, cherish all the ppl that i valued^^

a new chapter has begun, i wan a happy and normal life~~ god bless me and all of my frens^^

save our soul from those infection, lets us live peacefully...

behold, the new journey...

it's a harsh way for me now, but university life will soon end...

i will make it through at the specified time... i need to help myself...

as for relationship, i would to make myself closer to my frens, and to love, i will just leave it to fate...

as i am single, anything can happen...what i said to myself one years ago, will be remember...

but as incident happens, no guarantee what will happen...

however, if i were to love some1, i will give what i can to make it strong...

i dun wan another failure, and i dun wan another frustration...

i shall control wut is in my heart... and be prepare for the worst case scenario...

thanks to all the ppl that supported me, i wont let myself fell and been carried up again...

i will stand for myself...

this is my promise to myself... i will cherish my ownself, and be happy...

if i c this in future, "wake up" is wut i am gonna inform myself...

as i live in my dreams and memories... which isn't the designated future...

The Prologue

when i see it, it seems to make me flash back...

seeing the first of filling happiness, i am glad...

it's already fine with me, but yet, it's awkward for me...

can't imagine if first would be the bride...

i can't imagine myself losing freedom lock by marriage...

but, i pray to god, for giving first soul with joy...

it's my wishes, to you...

it's not me to be there...

but i see it from afar...

still, the first to be lock...

it's my joy to be truth...

happiness that fills my heart...

the memories, never did fade away...

always remembered...

blessing, with child, health and of course, wealth...

i am grateful, everything went on well...

it's your destination, and my prologue...

the never ending story which move on with time...

it's a long long goodbye...

it's shall never fall with tears...

and rise with a smile...

~MiNg~

快就到了~~~等我啊~~~！！！

25 August, 2008

Today, i suddenly felt so lonely, i view the photos, i miss her so much...

its been almost a month since we had break up...

i am starting to adapt the life without her, i must live with hope...

fiona, even though everything seems like a dream, but i really never regreted loving you...

today, u r sick... actually, i am very worried about you... 

but i know, i cant treat u like how i did in the past...

you must take good care of yourself...

fiona, i love you... be happy... i will always wish u happiness from my heart...

i shouldnt be thinking so much... fiona, must jia you for life^^

今天突然发现以上的文件。。

那时的我，现在的我。。

真的很久没见见，聊聊了。。

我在想，那时的我，真真是怎么想。。看来都已经不重要。。

哈哈。。突然被亲戚说我是失恋王。。其实，我都不是什么花花公子。。

失恋王是因为常常被抛弃吧。。或许，是我的问题。。

其实，那时的我，为何会这么冲动。。是否真的？？？

我再也不知道了。。

不久，我就会开始新的生活咯。。

看来，我的干姐会请我吃一餐咯。。哈哈。。

~MiNG~

我的来来往往。。。

从前的黑白猪。。。我的思念，必须放弃，必须放开。。。

我以为，我是不能够付出什么。。。我们，却距离很远。。。

说谎，是我最讨厌的事情。。。我无法接受。。

缘分，来来往往，都在考验。。。我。。。

从前的公主与恐龙。。。我的疼心，我的快乐。。。我抓不住。。。

我的付出，变成负担，压力。。。我是否忘了怎么爱？

我不懂得爱。。。不懂得欢喜别人。。。不懂得明白。。。

缘分，来来往往，都在我身边。。。

我不懂得珍惜。。。

我的爱，来来往往，离我远去。。。

我对她们的思念，无法解脱。。。就埋在心里。。。

好寂寞。。。

~MiNG~

暂停

暂时，必须停止写blog，因为又要开始上学了。。。
又很少机会上网了。。。
加油加油！！！

~MiNG~